When you do so much for the world you may find the feeling satisfactory despite your utter tiredness.
When you do so much for the world, the sun may seem to shine, the clouds may seem to part and perhaps the flowers may seem to bloom.
But when your always busy doing so much for the world,
What do you ever do for yourself?
I do so much for the people around me. I make sure they have things they want, I make sure they are happy with my every decision and at the end of the day I make sure they have a good nights sleep!
But here I am lonely, tired and worn out. My sleeps are filled with nightmares and my happiness has been drained. In my previous post I may have promised a plan of action, but I've got nothing. I may have thought about it a time or two, but that does nothing for the fact that I have not been able to pull something together….
I think I am depressed :-(...
There is no other explanation for the fact that I am not myself. I have not been myself for so long that perhaps this is myself. I have noticed and intrinsic pattern here… perhaps all of my post have been a little on the dark side…. Hmmm
I promise rainbows next time
k?
